ok well im definately at a cross-roads in life and im just sitting around. my grades are slipping and my lacrosse isnt getting any better. also i dont know which road to take with friends. i mean its like this... you have to have someone. a #1. life without a #1 is a terrible thing. my bff lives all the way up in washington away from me in san fransico. and i want to live life and do all things that 90% of my class does, like follow trends, be more norm because i get shit about it. im my own group. like in bruce lee's last movie, he wears the yellow jumpsuit to symbolize simplicy and flexibility. thats me, dont do the gel. dont do brand names across my chest. 80% of my shirts have to do with lacrosse. i like it simple. why do more? and which group of friends to stand with? i mean these people, that i have been with for over a year and a half are just getting on my nerves. i dont need their shit. talk is cheap, i can talk to someone else. but you know what, i just realized something, as i was writing this. im an acts person, go to this article types of love this is my friend in washington's. he rocks. ok well then, this is the end of my confusion, i just want something to hold on to.
give me a hope, show me the dream you cling to when all is lost, that eternal hope that you wake up in the morning to. you dont admit that it controls you but you only lie to protect your dream from humilation. what is the sacred dream that you posess? tell me what you hope for, tear bare your soul and lay it out. peel back the steel which guards it. Love is trust, i trust you, will you trust me?